Plans

I had planned on blogging about other things today, but plans change! I had some blood tests done last week. Today, my Dr. called and said they weren't normal. They showed some Myositis (Inflammation of the Muscles)which is what has been causing my pain, and also elevated Liver Enzymes. My Dr. said that there are a few things that could be causing this. She wasn't extremely specific. I am going to need to have some more tests done. One of them is called an EMG or Electromyography, which involves the testing of electrical activity of the muscles. I am also going to be scheduled to see a Rhuematologist. I don't really know what any of this means, but I have always been a "worrier". Philippians 4:6 says: Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. I'm trying very hard to obey this command. But I am having a hard time not being anxious. I feel nauseous. Wish I had better control of my emotions. Please, pray for me to be stronger. I don't like my kids to see me cry.